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Wednesday, June 3rd, 2009
11:33 pm - Hm this is fun.
I just went to post a comment on a friends blog and remembered my LJ...I think the previous post is kind of an awkward place to leave off, so I feel compelled to write another entry...3 years later. Life is so cool. I can't wait to read back through these posts some day. I mean, I'm about to graze over them and I'm sure it will be strange, but even more so 10 years down the road from now. I love coming home and having my high school and middle school friends around me because it reminds me about the parts of myself that have escaped in the transition to college and growing up. Here's a fun story: I went to Luby's for luch with my mom today, where the following conversation went down...
Me: I'll have brocolli and spinach on the side, please.
Old man: My, you're a healthy one!
Mom: (Laughs) Yeah, she's been getting the same meal here since she was three. She's all grown up now.
Old man: Oh yeah...how old is she? Like ten?
Me: Awkward confusion laugh.


Me: Mom...did he really think I was 10? That's kind of an all time low for me.
Mom: No! It was a joke. I think.

Good times.
Note to future self: Favorite Luby's meal = Baked white fish (scrape mayo topping off though. Forever yuck.) + spinach + brocolli or mac&cheese depending on the day + fruit salad (kinda too sweet though...maybe melon next time) + jello or lemon meringue pie depending on the day +wheat roll (but only because it comes with Lu Anne platter. Bread is so/so) = perfection.

That was detailed.

Okayyy that was fun!
Life Laugh Love.

current mood: surprised

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Wednesday, May 25th, 2005
10:18 pm
Today was amazing.
TCBY with Allie, Kaitlyn, Max, and Kelly (I ALMOST TYPED LAURALEE OUT OF HABIT! YES! we win at life.)

Then I went and picked up my car (Benni!) and it was amazing. I was a steriotypical, giddy, (nearly) sixteen year old girl with her first car. Blake laughed at me a lot. I drove it like 6 times tonight. No joke. It kills me.

Blake and I hung out and went out to dinner at this really good place next to Hula Hut. Also did a whole lot of helpful/awesome talking. Perfection.

My two easiest finals left.
Then FREAKING summer.
I could die.
Im just that excited.

But I need to get my liscence. (Come on July 1st...come on....)


current mood: ecstatic

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Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
2:07 pm - Friends Only, Fools.

current mood: bouncy

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Friday, December 10th, 2004
10:38 pm
YES fruitbowl meeting was a success.
I love all of ya'll so much

PLEASE we've gotta do those flipping awesome shirts

oh crap oh crap...i just re-remembered about taekwondo testing in the morning
i better not screw up
I want red belt
4 months till black I hope

hahaha im so full
i love pretzels and peanut butter and ritz and jello

LAURA-tomorrow's going to be splendid

Can't wait to see Melissa dance at the Nutcracker

Blake and Jay swung by for like 20 minutes after everyone (except for kelly) had left and it was good to see him. He kinda smelled like chlorine and smoke and it was interesting. Not even really bad, just different.

I wanna go read harry potter 4 and take out my contacts
so i will

<3you all

current mood: tired + time to clean kitchen

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Thursday, December 9th, 2004
11:17 pm
From 5:23pm-11:08 pm on Thursday, December 9th, I recieved 18 new friends entries that had a total of 88 comments. Any further proof needed that we're obsessed? No, definitely not.


omg we should so make lj code names

i didn't say that

i didn't say that

current mood: hyper

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9:05 pm
Uh-oh. Good times at the gym today.

Lets start at the beginning:

Laura and I arrived and decided to swim laps. Turns out that Dylan was complaining to Laura that he had to swim 1000 meters (20 laps "there and back") so I was like ITS A CHALLENGE! And Laura ended up swimming 1000 meters and I swam 1200 meters. Yeah yeah it was fun but next time Im going to do 1600 meters (a mile) because then it'd be an actual workout.

So after we have water-logged ears and dry throats, we decide to hottub (oh dear lord. I love the hills) and I have to spend like 5 minutes with the conditioner and brush to fix the tangled mass that my hair has become.

Okay, okay...heres where it gets better.

So we go to buy Red Bull and the counter guy that we see everytime (probably like 18 or 19?) was ringing me up and the phone starts ringing and hes like yelling at the phone to shut up because he wasn't able to answer it but then he grabs it off the hook and is like "NO! YOU WAIT!" and slammed it down and it fell to the floor and I started laughing but then I felt bad.

That wasn't the good part though.

Laura and I were walking by the spinning class and the music was loud so we could hear the pulsating beat (unce unce unce) and we sprinted into the empty gym and interpretive danced. I defintiely had a dream a few nights ago exactly like that and it actually happened. Then when we left the gym we realized there was a sign that said "Smile! We use surveilance cameras!" hahahahha whoever got to see us spaz-dance is one lucky person...

"Im going to be locked in the white echo room forever!"

maybe im the only one who liked our story. perhaps you had to be there.

wow i love life.


get excited


current mood: refreshed

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Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
10:55 pm
Im listening to Kelly's hippie music. I love her.

So here are five random words...which one makes you feel the best when you hear it? (Because you associate it with something good or you just like the way it sounds.)

1. Rain
2. Alcohol
3. Love
4. College
5. Shampoo

Ya'll comment so I dont feel stupid.

current mood: bad at studying

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10:40 pm

Your Element Is Water

A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted
and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also
are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily.
You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others.
You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around
waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little
more peaceful.

Hm I couldnt resist...I love these online quizzes. Whatever. You know you think it's cool.

Today was great. After sluggishly forcing myself through the school day, Allie Daniel Blake and I hung out and went to Sonic before coming back to Allies and watching all of The Butterfly Effect except for the end because we had to leave...but it was way good.

Then Blake Allie and I met Kate and Barnes and Nobles and we saw a bunch of people that we knew. I finished my spanish oral final with Allies help and that is SUCH a good thing...I needed to get that done. Drank lotza coffee and Kate and I stole some sugar in the raw...mwahahha.

So tomorrows Wednesday and hopefully ill be getting those razor layers. I should stop thinking about my haircut. Now.

okay its done.

so get excited..tkd testing saturday..i hate it. Im like not going to do well on sparring and not get my red belt or something after working so hard to get extra classes in. WELL shieza.

that is all


current mood: slightly aggravated

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Monday, December 6th, 2004
11:05 pm
You are 35% Sketchy

hahaha sketchy, rather

current mood: oops...I forgot to do my hw

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10:44 pm
My hair feels too short. Oh well...Only 6 months until it's 3 inches longer. Well if you include 2 trims in there thats 2 inches longer but itll be healthy. Sha. I just sounded like Kelly saying Sha...which is funny since she got that from me. So I should sound like myself but I don't. hahaha confusing.

eecm and spark meeting this friday. Blake thinks we sound like two gangs getting together. I laughed.

So the choir concert tonight was...interesting.
There was some slight drama between some text messages (that sounds so stupid wow) but I think it'll be fine. I love you Laura, by the way. "Team Not-Depressed" will win out in the end.
I love how when our choir said "may you live to be 100, happy new year!" at the end of the kalantra song, the audience laughed at us. I dont think they felt the holiday spirit. I hate my life. Not really, but I just really dont want to be in varsity women anymore...chorale going to be so much better. I'd really like to try for Madrigals too. Whatev. I just said whatev..man..

yeah yeah yeah. School sucks. yeah yeah yeah

So who else is looking forward to this summer? Camp Longhorn is going to be awesome this year and I'd really like to get tan again. Definitely can't wait to get my liscence (in July...sad story...) I need to be able to get away sometimes...my mom has been driving me insane.

Kelly Dugan-look at the song Im listening to...the subtitles were stuck on that one line for-freaking-ever. hm haha love you

Shanta for now.

current mood: relaxed although I should't be

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Sunday, December 5th, 2004
7:49 pm
I am in a much better mood now.

If only school wasn't tomorrow things would be awesome.

But as of right now they're still pretty great because I'm talking to Blake and im almost done with my homework and I just finished baking cookies.

Im restless. Really. Really. Restless.

So everyone should come to the winter choir concert/bake sale tomorrow night.

current mood: restless

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2:04 pm
swimming is love
brought to you by the isLove Generator

im not strong enough to resist.

my favorite stress-reliever.

besides sprinting.

current mood: angry

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Monday, November 29th, 2004
10:51 pm
skichica1219: Auto response from skichica1219: hw/cleaning room

i love my manny

stephalise33: byebye
stephalise33: u love him?
skichica1219: steph my manny is paige

stephalise33 is Allies sister.
Therefore she thought that manny=man=daniel.
hahha nope I AM THE MANNY!

we laughed at this.

So I was downstairs doing chemistry and I randomly got up and cleaned the kitchen, did the dishes, and took out the trash. At like 10:20 at night. So weird.

Okay that was my story.


current mood: tired, but content

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Sunday, November 28th, 2004
5:24 pm
Stolen from Liz:
C U R R E N T-

CLOTHES: comfy jeans and green tank
MOOD: not sure, kinda cold and thoughtful
MUSIC: counting crows (that Kelly gave me)
TASTE: marshmellows (my brother randomly brought me a few)
MAKE-UP: mascera, green eye shadow, everything else rubbed off by now
HAIR: damp, low braid, 2 bobby pins
ANNOYANCE: none, thankfully
SMELL: face wash
DESKTOP PICTURE: Kelly holding a huge spoon of flour, mouth hugely open, eyes closed. It makes me happy.
FAVORITE GROUP: I have a lot...Beatles reign supreme though.
BOOK YOU'RE READING: Harry Potter: Goblet of Fire (re-re-reading it so I can re-read the 5th...)
CD IN PLAYER: Uh-oh...its the A Cinderella Soundtrack because I haven't changed in ages...I depend on iTunes now.
DVD IN PLAYER: It was Dangerous Lifes of Altar Boys (Kelly was over)
COLOR OF TOENAILS: Bright Pink. Yeahh.
WORRY: School--finals.

-L A S T . P E R S O N...-

YOU TOUCHED: my cat, Pounce
YOU TALKED TO: Luke-brother
HUGGED: dad, this morning
YOU YELLED AT: Luke, he was being insanely annoying in the car

- F A V O R I T E -

FOOD: This is a hard question, probably ice cream though. Honestly, it's amazing.
DRINK: Water, it's a singer's best friend. Keeps me alive during allergy season.
COLOR: Light blue..or pink.
ALBUM: Another hard one. My Josh Groban and Sarah Evans are great, but the perfect CD would be a mix of a lot of music.
SHOES: Simple, black Rainbow flip flops or dark blue Old Navy flip flops. Those got me through the summer. I pretty much live in flip flops.
CANDY: Sour patch kids or Reeces
ANIMIAL: birds are awesome
TV SHOW: Documentaries on the Science Channel (What? Im cool.) or Real World (San Diego was better than Philedelphia though)
MOVIE: Tough. I love scary movies though, so maybe Sixth Sense. That's a quality movie
DANCE: Lyrical, if I could dance.
SONG: New Slang by The Shins is a great song. I just can't pick one though.
FRUIT: grapes
CARTOON: Scooby Doo
- A R E . Y O U -

OPEN-MINDED: I surely hope so, I try to be
ARROGANT: I dont think so
INSECURE: Very, at times
INTERESTING: Hardly, unless you know me pretty well
RANDOM: Quite. Especially around Laura or Allie
HUNGRY: NO. I ate a big lunch at Hula Hut.
SMART: Kinda? I don't try all that hard and make pretty good grades, but if I do try to do a project really well or something I get really perfectionist about it and then stress majorly.
MOODY: When the weather changes or i'm sick.
CHILDISH : at times
HARD WORKING: Extremly sometimes, and sometimes not at all
SHY: Depends
BORED EASILY: Yes, thats why i'm always out with friends.
MESSY: Mondo-ly...and then I'll clean up my room...and then its dirty again within 2 days.
THIRSTY: Not so much
RESPONSIBLE: yeah kinda
OBSESSED: I had ocd in 7th grade I think, not so much any more
ANGRY: not right now
SAD: not right now
HAPPY: not sure
HYPER: around certain people. especially when sugar is involved. or when im past being tired.
TRUSTING: I trust easily and if they break that trust I forgive but don't forget
TALKATIVE: Depends, not so much right now because Im doing this LONG survey

-W H O . D O . Y O U . W A N T . T O...-

GET REALLY WASTED WITH: If I drank, allie. or blake. or kelly.
GET HIGH WITH: no gras
LOOK LIKE: Serena from Gossip Girl (haha), also Laura
TALK TO OFFLINE: Lots of people
TALK TO ONLINE: Blake, Laura, Lizzie, Blaire

IN THE MORNING I AM: angry if it's a school morning and determined to do something constructive if its a weekend morning.
ALL I NEED IS: my friends
LOVE IS: confusing
I'M AFRAID OF: tornados, the death of one of my family or friends
I DREAM ABOUT: random stuff. My dreams either don't make sense or scare me. Occasionally they're good though.

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-

TALL OR SHORT: Tall (Im so short compared to most of my friends!)

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-

LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: Blake at homecoming, no wait, Allie in her living room...we waltzed.
WORST QUESTION TO ASK: thats a toughie
WHO MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: Laura or Allie (not the opposite sex though) Guys: probably Will. funny kid at times. also creston.
GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: I feel comforatable when I see Blaire because we've known each other for a long time & we seldom get to hang out because of Houston. (once again, not a guy but i couldn't think of a guy)
HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: I hope my boyfriend??
IS EASIEST TO TALK TO: Blake is way easy to talk to as well. Dylan's pretty easy to talk to also. I tell Laura and Allie everything though.

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-

SAVE MSN CONVERSATIONS? sometimes, if they're funny or important

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-

BEEN IN LOVE? Prolly not
BEEN REJECTED? Most definitely
REJECTED SOMEONE? yeah...sorry
BEEN CHEATED ON? Not that I know of
DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET? Yeah, but nothing too major
LIED? yes, then enters my major guilt

-E X T R A S-

SMOKE CIGARETTES? double sick.
COULD YOU LIVE WITHOUT THE COMPUTER? yeah, im not too addicted. Actually...
COLOR YOUR HAIR? Nope. Natural highlights bitches. But I would like to add some more tones to my hair.
HABLA ESPANOL? Si, pero, no muy bueno
DRINK ALCOHOL? I'd like to, but I resist.
WHAT HURTS MORE, PHYSICAL OR EMOTIONAL PAIN? Emotional is a billion times worse.

-N U M B E R-

OF HEARTS I HAVE BROKEN: I don’t think any
OF GIRLS I'VE KISSED (NOT COUNTING FAMILY): zip, on the cheek like British people doesn't count
OF CD'S THAT I OWN: haha I really don’t feel like counting…
OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: Can't count that right now

-Y O U R . T H O U G H T S-

I KNOW: I should try harder
I WANT: to travel, I've only been to one place in Mexico, New Mexico, Louisiana briefly, California, and Florida.
I HAVE: a good life, I'm lucky.
I WISH: my voice was better. It's been getting harder to sing because of allergies lately. FRUSTRATING.
I HATE: mean people.
I FEAR: death of others.
I HEAR: nothing, my iTunes stopped for some reason. Keyboard keys clicking.
I SEARCH: for a way to be organized and have enough time.
I WONDER: what is my future going to be like.
I REGRET: haven't we been over this enough?
I LOVE: my friends/family. More than anything.
I ACHE: in my back. I need a massage.
I CARE: about people who need help.
I ALWAYS: over-think things.
I AM NOT: perfect.
I DANCE: poorly. sad story.
I SING: whenever I get the chance. Favorite thing ever.
I CRY: when I'm stressed out.
I DO NOT ALWAYS: remember things that I really really should.
I FIGHT: with my mom. She's menopause on toast. That made no sense.
I WRITE: on livejournal. its cool.
I WIN: at looking stupid when I run. Apparently.
I LOSE: at pool. I can't even hit the white ball.
I CONFUSE: myself.
I LISTEN: pretty well
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: with my cell phone. or at flipping school.
I NEED: to workout more. I feel lazy when I don't.
I AM HAPPY: when I'm sure of everyone else's feelings. When others aren't mad at me.
I SHOULD HAVE: not listened to materialistic people. I can't stand it when it wears off on me.

That. was. a. long. ass. survey.

<3to all

current mood: blank

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4:14 pm
She says days go by I'm hypnotized
I'm walking on a wire
I close my eyes and fly out of my mind
Into the fire

Laura's home! We're having good conversation.

Allie's not home! She's snowed into Denver. :/ Uh oh! I love her

I had shrimp tacos at Hula Hut today and I highly recommend them.

She says "Baby, well I can't help but be scared of it all sometimes and the rain's gonna wash away, I believe it."

I really, really, realy need to get my permit. Really.

Okay thats all.


current mood: content

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10:59 am
Laura and Allie get home today!
Hm school tomorrow eh? But we don't speak of these things.

I've decided that I'm a really slow reader. I read for like a total of 1 1/2 hours on Harry Potter: Goblet of Fire today and yesterday and I'm only on chapter 8. Mind you, the chapters are long. But Kelly probably could have read the whole thing in that much time. Kinda.

Im in the mood for coffee. And Im looking forward to the Port A choir trip that's in, what, like March?

Okay time to go run Thanksgiving off. This could take a while.


current mood: worried about.......

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Saturday, November 27th, 2004
11:15 pm - Belleville Rendezvous
Let me just start off by thanking Kelly for adding 6 mix cds of her music to my itunes. It is currently being throughly enjoyed.

I signed up for The Hills yesterday morning and Laura and I are going to be work out buddies. oh yes. It will be good.

So Kelly and I finally went through with our plans for a spa day yesterday. It was comprised of a trip to Victoria's Secret (I bought a gorgeous black lacy bra (allie has it in hot pink)). Then we headed to Buckle (Hahaha Kelly...don't pretend like you actually like the clothes...ummmm). Next stop was Nordstroms for some shoe/clothing shopping and Kelly bought an awesome ($116) designer shirt. Forgive me Kelly, it is late and I can't remember the name. I'll fix that later. This was directly followed by "the usual" at the Bistro.

OH YEAH. While we were on the escalator going up to Nordstroms, these two guys were in front of us and one turns around and says "Are you two related?" We were like (sketchy) "No, we're not." He says "Oh because we thought that you [Kelly] look like her [Paige] mom." Thanks but no. And then he turns it like into a pickup line and says "So what school do ya'll go to?" Westlake. "Oh cool, what grade?" Sophmores. "Oh me too." Okay bye.


So we came home and watched Dangerous Lifes of the Alter Boys. (Sha? ..Sha..).
It was good but v. v. sad. Then we finally decided to "de-sha". Im glad that made sense and all.

Woke up. Decided to start diets. Ate healthy breakfast. Blew it at lunch on half of a grilled cheese. Which actually isn't that bad. But we had tortillas at dinner. (Slaps self).

Hahah Kelly I love you. We tried.

So Daniel and Evan call at like noon and were like "okay we're coming over."
Took 5 minute showers and were completely ready in 10 minutes. Beastly. So then we played Baccee Ball (spelling?) and Evan won. I think I got second. Not sure.

Then we danced to Daniel's (clubbing and chick dance) ringtones while standing on the sinking Baccee balls in the backyard before Daniel and Evan busted out in the "boat boat nani nani" song. It was definitely brilliance.

So then we had lunch together and that was fun because there was much guitar playing (sadly, I could not join in because I only know one chord well).

Then Daniel had to leave and Evan, Kelly, and I spent roughly 2 hours laying on my bed just soaking in the beatles, bob dylan, and some tori amos. mm yes haven't just layed there for a while.

Mk so then Evan left to go to a wedding and Kelly and I made dinner before going to Dylans with Blake, Sumi, Will, and Dylan's little brother, of course.
We couldn't find anything to do so we drove around until we ended up at Sonic. Back to Dylan's house to "hottub" which turned into laying on dylans (amazing, astoundingly comforatable) bed. Well Blake and I kinda took up most of it haha pwinned. So that was good.

I still have Sunday to look forward to. More hanging out with Blake hopefully.

^How do you spell that? Well its an awesome "daniel" word.


current mood: relaxed, kinda sleepy

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Friday, November 26th, 2004
11:10 am

You're The Giver!

by Lois Lowry

While you grew up with a sheltered childhood, you're pretty sure
everyone around you is even more sheltered. Suddenly, from out of nowhere, you were
tapped on the shoulder and transported to the real world. This made you horrified by
your prior upbringing and now you're tormented by how to reconcile these two lives.
Ultimately, the struggle comes down to that old free will issue. Choose

Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.

I need to figure out some way to make my lj posts less boring and stupid.

Ideas anyone?


current mood: blank

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Thursday, November 25th, 2004
10:32 pm
Evan3711: 10 million points to paige if she can name which beatle sang that one (Hey Jude)
PharrOut89: Oh man. Paul?
Evan3711: is someone at the door?
PharrOut89: Shieza. is that a good thing?

^^there's evan for ya

i sure do miss that kid.
Allie--remember the good aurboritum days with john, brandon, sarah, samantha, evan, you, and me? seems like so long ago. Was it ever your birthday at Fridays? hahaha

Michelle branch is good.

I hope it snows this year.

<3randomly yours

current mood: mellow

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8:09 pm - Cranberry sauce
Happy Thanksgiving all!

We left around 10am to go out to Leander to my Aunt & Uncle's house for Thanksgiving and WOW the food was amazing. I feel so thankful/lucky that I'm able to have a good thanksgiving. When I was making the fruit salad I was thinking "There are homeless people I wish I could give this to". Hmmm

My cousin's little 16 week old pug puppy was there and OH MAN adorable. Her name is Tricksy and she slept in my lap for like 30 minutes... and I kinda fell asleep too and she woke me up by licking my ear and nuzzling into my neck. Aww.

Allie called me while she was finishing up snowboarding on the slopes in Colorado. Guess what super-cool thing I was doing while she was out there? I was losing at a fierce game of dominos against my aunt and cousins....

wow cool.

i also finished a whole book today. Because I didn't feel like watching football without Blake there to narrate for me. I'm still working on the whole "understanding the game" thing.

SO Laura needs to come back in town. I miss her.

okay we have 3 more days be happy.

Im joining The Hills tomorrow. Good things. Laura's joining too so we can workout together during the week and do Yoga and swim and run and tone. Im very excited. Dylan goes there too so perhaps we'll see him swimming races against 11 year olds or something like that.

Okay Im gonna go watch a special on Leonardo DiVinci that's on the science channel. aweosme.

Spa day tomorrow Kelly. It must be.


current mood: full....fat.

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